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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

A lesson learned

Agenda: Staring at the computer with a sleepy face
Mood: Normal 0_0

Music: Fur Elise

Hey @ngel

I wanted to post this last night but since I was freakin tired when i came back at 0100 this morning, I decided to do it after a night's sleep.

Yesterday I went to KBU to collect some documents. XY followed as she needed to get her LAN certificates too. Unfortunately the LAN MS teacher, Mr Al was on leave. So that was pointless. I managed to get my forecast from the A Level lecturers and said goodbye to them lol. Only Ms Kong said to drop by for a visit whenever possible as I was closest to her. Ms Jane and Ms Say managed a smile. I'm unsure about Ms Jaclyn. I think she just stared at me.

After that, XY and I went to McD's. Where she laughed about my "Old self" picture. She said I look like a geek which I couldn't agree more. After that, I dropped her back at her home and I went back to KBU just to go play some music with Andy and the rest. So I was playing some songs when I realized that it's 2pm. Remembering my application, I decided to go to Monash. Kevin called from Sungei Wang and said while waiting for his sis to complete rebonding, he'll come to Monash with me. So I got there first and FINALLY submitted in my application. YAY!!
However, I didn't include the picture. I kept it in my wallet and completely forgot about handing it in along with the other documents. @_@ The lady didn't say anything.

Anyways, when I came out, Kevin was already waiting for me and he said that we should go back to KL to fetch his sister. So we both drove to Kevin's house (I reached there first). Then I parked my car, secured it and hopped on to Kevin's. There we went through the jam on the way to KL. If there's something I've hated about Kevin's driving is how close he stops behind vehicles in traffic jams or at the lights or at parking. I've warned him like a million times yet he ignored. Finally, there was a BOOM! He had knocked the car in front as he was accelerating from stationary while looking at me instead of the road. The car, a Vios, asked us to pull over. So we did and he demanded RM300 for the tiniest scratch. Not even a dent hello! So I told Kevin in front of that guy, "This guy is such a rip off". So Kevin was like, " Lemme talk to my dad first". So he called and his dad said to make a police report and that made the dude's face drop lol. Apparently he thinks that we're a bunch of idiotic common teenagers who are so freaking illogical and easily deceived. So, after both drivers exchanged details.

We continued back to Sungei Wang. We parked near TimesSquare and walked to Sungei Wang. On the way, we saw and pointed out to the hot dudes (foreigners mostly. Kevin's are the 30+ hairy men and mine were the young 20+ smooth cute ones). Then we waited at McD's for Kevin's sister. She came after a while with new hair she hated so much. Her hair was straight rebonded, coloured with a mixture of brown and blonde like I think although the stylist didn't bleach it. Apparently Kevin's sister was going overseas for studies this Sunday so she wanted to get her hair done.

Well that all done, we went back to Kevin's.

Kevin during the traffic jam

My future education hub

The average distance Kevin stops behind a car

Kevin when we were driving to his home

The Dewan Bahasa and Pustaka building.

Monday, June 25, 2007

Life and it's events is a game of Tetris...

Agenda: Sipping Chinese tea and eating an Indian mango
Music: This Is The Last Time - Keane

Mood: Relaxed with a smile :)

Evening, @ngel...

Today was dedicated into making sure I had a future. I was supposed to wake up at 0530 this morning in order to be at Kevin's by 0630. We planned to go to Monash University ASAP today. But I urned off my alarm subconsciously like a million times. I finally woke at 0920 when Kevin called to find out wtf happened to our date. So I got up, checked out a few more web pages and then I called Kevin and told him that we'd be going to Monash, Taylor's and HELP today to require about the Biomedical programmes. When I got to Kevin's, we first when to Old Town to grab some breakfast. Then insisting that he should drive, Kevin took me in his sister's car (the grey Satria) to Monash. On the highway, Kevin was going on the 3rd gear. So I told him to go on to the 5th. So he did. When there was an uphill climb, I told him to put in on 4 and accelerate. Instead, Kevin........ put it on 2 @_@. The engine screamed and the car like slowed down from 100 to about 50 kmph. Can you imagine, from 5 to 2. Good thing it wasn't 1 or else the pistons would fly off!

We made it to Monash and although there were lots of parking, Kevin decided to park right in front of these huge pile of branches. As soon as we got out of the car, his sis called and said she had guitar lessons and needed the car. So, we had to go back. Kevin didn't realize that there were those branches in front, just accelerated and went over them ignoring the horrible grinding scratching and cracking noise left behind (like omfg!). And after we went over, he was like, "Oh..". It was 1300 and Kevin's sister's guitar class was at 1330. So we had to rush back. Kevin drove fast trying not to brake where unnecessary as it was time consuming. "Unnecessary" to Kevin includes the bump ahead. The rear wheels were airborne as he accelerated over the hump and the stuff in the booth rattled and crashed. Kevin said, "Ops..".

We made it back to give her her car. I then drove us back to Monash. At Monash, we met this counselor guy who explained everything to me. He allowed me to send in an application until Wednesday although the deadline was crossed. So this means, tomorrow I've gotta go to KBU, get my forecasts and then back to Monash to submit an application. I'm finally getting into Uni. I couldn't be more excited. Seeing that everything went well at Monash, I decided not to go to Taylor's or HELP. I mean I did hear that the students there are sooo like the rich party type. Anyways I went back to Kevin's where I spend the rest of the day.

I just came back, rearranged my room and here I an typing this message out. I now have a table awaiting my keyboard to be bought:)

Yamaha PSR E403 shall be mine!

Night!

Sunday, June 24, 2007

The End Of An Era

Crystallised Iris...

It has been a lifetime. The Iris is closed and I am proud to introduce the new blog and the new me. The reason for hiatus is that the A Level final was stressing me out that I just felt too worked up or stressed out to blog. So I decided that I'd re-blog after the papers which ended on Friday the 22nd of June.

That night, I had to rush to Bkt Jalil to pick up Xin Ying. Kevin and us were going out that night. Now, you see.... the reason why I had to rush is because the faggot of a cousin of mine insisted that I meet his new boyfriend. So okay. We met up at PJ and yeah, his boyfriend looks young. Too young! I normally find guys with piercings hot but helloo even though this dude is a year or two younger than me, he looked like half my age omfg @_@ No offense there ok!

Yeah anyways....... So after like having them departure my car, I zoomed down the road towards Bkt Jalil. The AMT system on the Savvy didn't cope very well as the clutch wasn't obeying my every command. Arrived at Xin Ying's condo like 2 minutes late but Xin Ying took like so long to come down. After saying, "Hold on tight, gurly girl", I whirled down the road and rocketed the corners (Was preoccupied by thinking why didn't XY scold me for calling her gurly lol). Arrived at Kevin's on time, but if you think XY took long, Kevin took like an oh-my-gosh time to get ready. Since today was the first day that Kevin received his probation driver's license, his mother warned us to go get life insurance first as we stepped into his car. Kevin took us to Groove Junction in Hartamas (he stalled the car once at the Touch n Go lane). There we were, standing like a bunch of noobs as there were no empty stools. To make matters worse, I ordered Jasmine tea. Thinking that it was iced in a glass, it arrived in a hot tea cup. Nighttime, at a club, there I was standing and sipping hot tea. Yeah....

So ya.... they had like this guitarist extravagant guy playing like a couple of solos. He was pretty good but the crowed was like all jabbering away while he was playing :(
Later, we had some food at Burger King and Kevin then drove us to the Curve. (He drove on the highway on the 2nd gear =.=) It's so ludicrous to imagine him sitting in a grey Satria ramming the engine on second gear down the Sprint freeway. Sprint mind you... At the Curve, XY wanted to go to Laundry but it was like sooooooooooo packed. So we went to Cineleisure to watch the 1.30am show of Surf's Up. After the movie, Kevin drove us to PJ, then to Sunway, then back to PJ, then to A&W for a 5.30am snack. (Kevin had already stalled the car like 10 times i think. 3 times when trying to make a U-turn...) If the engine didn't die, Kevin brought it near to a stall as we were all vibrating forwards and backwards nearly everytime he took off from stationary.

We had like a whole night out driving and we dropped a tired XY back at Vista by 7am. Then we went back to Kevin's. He nearly knocked this car at this junction on Jln Gasing. If it wasn't for me who went like, "Oi, hellaw!!!". We arrived at Kevin's at 8am ( I was suppose to spend the night there). Deciding that it was too late (more like early) to sleep, I drove home and slept for 4 hours.

The rest of the day was nothing except me trying to learn proper fingering to Fur Elise.

Will drop it here for now. It's good to be back to blogging.

Night people!!

WJ - Sleeps on the inflexion

Sunday, April 1, 2007

Behavior, Blinds, Bobby...

I've no idea, Iris....

I've no idea why is it that some people (Todor) are so obsessed with making himself cool. I mean, if one's a geek, just stay a geek! Todor has been a cool wannabe ever since he started mixing with the wannabe group of Jun Xiang. It's really fabricating of him to go like, "Oh, Shit!" when he passes a flock of girls who happen to be normal-looking, not to mention the frequent "Yo!" and "Dude" that is enunciated at the given opportunities. I notice that not only Todor is like this, but also Andy, MingKong and so many other geeks that are in betrayal to the community of high school "freaks" (goths, punks, geeks, nerds, ...). Here a few lines posted by Todor in his "About Me":

Fav music: Haha hip hop, rap, rnb and lots of music
loves college, gurls, cars.....wanna meet a cute gurl, with good personality (cuteness scores more points)....

Doesn't it make you like wonder? Wonder what is wrong with this wannabe freak of nature?

And his blog post:

"...Why is it that we're always attracted to what we cant have at the moment? And once we get what we want,we predictably go off on another "chase"?? Its like people look at me and say wow u've got this and this that I dont,u r so cool and your life must be so great...yada yada yada on and on and on..."

........I shall say no more........ except that Todor has an Amy Lee on his background. As if he's so into that kinda music...

Moving on.......

I seem to be unable to load my Windowblinds properly!!! I mean, the theme does seem like how it should be, but it still has that incomplete look. My taskbars are still very Windows Classicy. Other problems include stalling and also deformities... Anyone with experiences using stardock programmes can help me with the situation? This is the link:
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42852311/?qo=23&q=windowblinds+vista&qh=boost%3Apopular+age_sigma%3A24h+age_scale%3A5

I told Bobby bye on Firday as it was getting too bored to entertain his pursuit of making me jealous. I don't know why but his talk about "cyber thingies" really made me feel like he is too young for me. We're still friends though...

Ok i got to like go now...

Kevin is on the phone and he keeps going on like, "WHY ARE U TAKING SO LONG TO ANSWER ME?". So I told him that it's rather hard to think, type, talk and listen all at the same time. Kevin says, "Why are you so absent minded?" =.=

Tomorrow's Monday, Yay! (I love the weekdays more than the weekends)

Tim
P.S: Can't get Indochine's Ladyboy outta my head. Nice tune!

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Tune as old as songs...

It's night, Iris...

It is already night and I haven't studied a thing at all... WTF is wrong with me? I was suppose to finish Biology 4C by the end of this week. It's already the end of thursday and I've got about 20 pages left to read, summarise, type out and print. :'(

The whole day, I couldn't get Rondo Alla Turca out of my mind. Checking the scores from www.musicnotes.com, I see that the simplified version is within my capabilities to play. I shall try erm out tomorrow at KBU :) Yesterday, Hakim was like, "Hey Tim, play some James Blunt" in the music room. And I was thinking "Ew!". Benjamin went like, "Tim's only into classical" lol. But just for a change, I'd figure I'd try Coldplay's Clocks and Jamelia's See It In A Boy's Eyes (U know, the vid with the hot army guy) tomorrow too. To top it all, I've got to start working on Canon in D as I challenged Cable that I'll be pro in 2 weeks time. Maybe I'll just play the simple variations? lol Problem is, I'm still having difficulties playing bass and treble at different tempos. Benjamin, Ester, Chew Wei, Grace and everyone tells me that I need to practice!! If only I had a keyboard at home...:(

Mom was being silly with her usual complaints on why doesn't the world work the way she wants it to. I guess I got so fired when she was being hostile at the guy at the photo studio for nothing so much so that I nearly screamed at the bunch of gurls who were watching me storm away... Today just like the weather was wet, lifeless, boring, cold and grey. I thought Bobby could brighten it up, but he was too busy trying to make me feel jealous upon his cyber affairs. I'm kinda disappointed in him and feel like I'm being played.

Anyways, tomorrow's gonna be tiring. I ought to get an early ticket to dreamland but alas, my dad casually calls and goes like, "Are you home? Er...I think I am going to be late, I shall be home around 11 so please open the doors for me". If only his tale wasn't as old as time...

Iris is done for the day. Nightz...

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Into the blue memory...

Woke up today with another lazy attitude of not going to school. Another reason being is that my journey to cyberjaya and back took like RM10 of petrol which is a lot!

So, waking up my notebook, I saw a few messages from Bobby and decided to chat with him since I seldom do so. He insists on bringing his friends when we go out. And to me, that just wasn't right. I mean, when I had my first date, I was downright nervous but still went alone and worstly, it was a guy that I only communicated through text messages and msn. Bobby and I spoke a million times, even web cammed...

Anyways, I sit here in the spotlight of my Ikea lamp listening to Breaking Benjamin's Breath as the rain and thunder pound on my window... I received my Cnergy Fitness Card today which got me thinking that I've got to get back to my gym schedule... Well, I'll leave it here for now as I sulk at life...

"Iris controls the aperture that lies on the event horizon"

Iris permitted "Jane"

Hello tiny cyber replica of Iris...

Today marked the end of the 4 week fitness test conducted by Miss Jane Jeevamoney (The Bio-teacher). Jonathan didn't act up (surprisingly) as he might have thought that it was pointless and stupid. If so, he was right. Irwin took the initiative to actually get up from bed and come to the field to run. It was however pointless as he didn't attend for the runs before. So, the guys ran first as Selene wasn't there yet. So, Ahthee and the other girl (dunno what's her name. Let's call her Jane Doe) waited for us. As I approached the finish line, I saw Miss Jane happily chit chatting away, not watching the time. So, I, out of breath, yelled JANE!!!!!! as I made the final approach. She turned and looked but didn't realize that I was yelling at her, indicating that I'm coming in. It took her 2 seconds of delay before finally realizing wtf I was yelling about. Upon completion, the girls ran and Ahthee came in first, Selene second, and Jane Doe, third. After taking their pulses, Ahthee said the stupidest thing ever! She told Jane Doe, "Sorry, I didn't know you were that far behind, or else I would have waited for you." I don't get why don't Ahthee and Jonathan comprehend the objective and the motive of the run. It's not a race!! It's about timing!! Your timing in relation to your timing on the first week! Not relatively to the other students!! This is a race against yourself! Ugh!! I hope you are reading this, Ahthee...

Anyways, it really puzzles me how Ahthee and Jonathan are still in the "schoolkid behaviour". Without fail, they go like "Good morning, teacher!" before class and, "Thank you, teacher" after class. @_@!!!! Firstly, it isn't necessary to say that in college. Secondly, in the intention of being polite, they could have said like, "Mornin" and "Bye". And thirdly!!!!, It's MISS not TEACHER!!! URGH! It's been over a year since they left school. And yet...

After class, I changed and drove myself to Limkokwing in Cyberjaya from Bandar Utama. Miss Jane (and Irwin) insisted that it would take me like 45 minutes to 1 hour to reach there. I made it in 20 to 30 minutes =.=
I had lunch with Step, Jane (a friend) and their friends at OneWorld. Looking at Limkokwing, I envy the luxury and space and convenience and facilities and environment that those students possess. It looked like a well designed hotel (seriously, lol) with students hanging around and working with their arts and crafts. After lunch, I followed Jane and Step to the PhotoStudio which they had booked for themselves. I was Jane's model for her project and was suppose to pose emotionally with fragrances. It was odd as somehow, my pictures made me look pale, sick and lifeless. But they insisted that I didn't look like so in actual. Jane kept saying that I've got a ghost hanging about me, thus making me look grim 0_0! Later, some Indian gurl with her models (2 cute but fat guys and 2 pretty but fat gurls) casually walks in and uses the screen on the other side of the already small studio. Her models weren't that fat btw, but were a tad flabby. One guy decided to remove his shirt and show his big tummy (ew!) and treasure trail (omfg!). The girls were posing like sluts around this guy who posed with an out of tuned guitar (lame!). Then, they stood on tall stools which like reached the heavens. Then one of the girls, made a weird pose and screamed, " I'M THE QUEEN OF THE WORLD". Jane and I exchanged our =.= looks. We finished first and while Jane was gathering her stuff, she realized that that indian lady (classmate apparently) once again casually "borrowed" Jane's i-donno-wat cable for i-dunno-wat. This girl seems to be the queen of the world instead of her model who posed like a goddess, having announced her stature.

Iris permitted Jane end's today.

Tim (the wicked jester that experiences temporary microgravity in the world beyond physics)